Editing Distrust (section)

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{{TErow| 1 |Day 1|I've received word that an [[Erathia]]n [[Knight]] named [[Sorsha]] is trapped at the border.  She is willing to combine her army with mine if only I can reach her position.<p>Since [[Nighon]] invaded [[Erathia]], word hasn't reached these independent border towns that [[AvLee]] has come to help.  Unfortunately, they see everyone as an enemy now.  I have a difficult decision.  If I don't take control of these towns, [[Nighon]] certainly will, gaining a foothold in [[Erathia]].  The [[Dragon Queen]] is powerful enough without the addition of these towns.<p>So, I must conquer them myself and hold them against the [[Nighon]] invasion.  But in order to do that, I must battle these good [[Erathia]]ns who only want to protect their homes.}}
{{TErow| 5 |day 5|Thankfully, [[Aspen]] has left me alone since he was injured in an ambush.  He goes about his own business now, sending one of his subordinates to report about what he has learned of the area.<p>Today, [[Aspen]]'s young assistant came with troubling news.<p>"You can expect to encounter [[Crystal Dragon]]s along the border.  They were used extensively by [[Mutare]] during the invasion of [[Erathia]]."<p>"What do we know of these [[Dragon]]s?" I asked, hoping to learn a strategy for defeating them.<p>"Well, they aren't true [[Dragon]]s, although the powerful process [[Wizard]]s use to create them involves crushed [[Dragon]] bones.  Hence, [[Mutare]] is still able to control them.  They are strong beasts with a one-track mind.  Thankfully, they neither have wings nor a breath weapon," the [[Elf]] said.<p>"That's good news, at least."<p>"My master, [[Aspen]], told me to warn you about these creatures.  Do not underestimate them for he has learned that, one-on-one, even a [[Gold Dragon]] is no match for the [[Crystal]] type."<p>"Point taken," I said.}}
{{TErow| 9 |day 9|As we marched this morning, [[Captain Valita]]'s horse stumbled and pitched her to the ground.  I jumped from my steed and immediately captured her horse by the reins.  It seemed to be favoring one of its legs.<p>"Are you hurt?" I asked [[Valita]].<p>The Elven woman stood, brushing off the seat of her trousers.<p>"Not hurt, but embarrassed," she said, reclaiming the reins.  "Serves me right, I guess, for not paying attention."<p>"Daydreaming?" I asked, crouching to examine the mount's limb.  There appeared to be no injuries, so I checked the hoof.<p>"Thinking about something, sir."<p>"Here's your problem," I said, pulling a sharp stone from the animal's hoof.<p>The horse tested the hoof and seemed prepared to continue the journey.  [[Captain Valita]] patted the beast's muscular neck and said, "Thank you, sir."<p>"Call me [[Tarnum]]," I said.}}
{{TErow| 12 |day 12|I've been watching [[Captain Valita]] these past few days.  She's been walking the entire time, leading her horse instead of riding it.  She's been spending so much time fussing over the animal's twisted leg, you would think the limb had been broken.<p>I have seen her drive her sword through the bodies of her enemy, so I find this expression of gentleness confusing.  But I am more convinced than ever that [[Aspen]] is wrong about [[Valita]].<p>How could someone with such a soft touch be a traitor?}}
{{TErow| 18 |day 18|Last night, I brought [[Captain Valita]] her portion of the evening stew.  She is always the last in line for dinner - if she even bothers to eat.<p>"No soldier under my command goes hungry as long as I can help it," I said as I approached.  I handed her the bowl.<p>"So, do me a favor and eat so I can eat.  I'm starving!"<p>[[Valita]] grinned and sat on the ground to begin her meal.  Like many of the [[Ranger]]s, she kept a spoon tucked into one of her boots.<p>"Thank you, sir!"<p>"Now, I told you to call me [[Tarnum]]," I insisted.  My voice was a little too firm.<p>"[[Tarnum]]."<p>Now, it was time for me to be blunt.  No more games.<p>"You're too quiet for your own good, [[Captain Valita]]!"<p>"Is something wrong?"<p>"Yes!  I expect my captains to have the respect and loyalty of those under their command.  Yours feel they don't know you, that you're aloof or arrogant as if you think you're better than them."<p>"What?  I've never said that!  I fight right beside them because I'm no more important than they are!" [[Valita]] snapped.<p>"If all you do is fight beside them, then you might as well be a soldier, but you're an officer, [[Valita]]!  You must lead them!  What's worse, you haven't always been this way.  Some of the men who've fought with you in past can't be more loyal to you if they tried!  So, I must know what's wrong?"<p>But [[Valita]] didn't have an answer.  She promised to do better, to take my words to heart, but I wonder if she only said those things to keep me from poking further into her past.}}
{{TErow| 24 |day 24|I've developed a habit I like better than letting [[Aspen]] beat me at chess every night.  At least once a week, I join the work crews working under my [[Master of Supplies]], [[Kurbon]].  The [[Dwarf]] is a harsh boss, but he's good to his men.  As long as they work hard, they get the best food and ale.  Now, I finally understand why experienced soldiers would give up the battlefield for these mundane jobs.<p>Last night, after all the work was done, I shared some ale with [[Kurbon]].<p>"Don't you go kicking [[Valita]] out!" he said after we had downed several mugs.<p>"I don't plan to," I said.<p>"You're an idiot for kickin' her out!"<p>"I didn't say I was!"<p>"What kinda stupid leader kicks out his best [[Ranger]]?"<p>"I'm not kicking her out!" I shouted.<p>[[Kurbon]] tipped back his mug again, then slurred, "Glad I could change your mind."}}
{{TErow| 26 |day 26|The moment I called an end to the march last night, I grabbed [[Kurbon]] and pulled him to the side.<p>"What was that all about a couple nights ago?" I said.<p>[[Kurbon]] shifted uncomfortably, as if he had made a mistake.<p>"I wasn't supposed to mention anything, but I felt like punching you out!  I couldn't hold it in," [[Kurbon]] said.<p>"What made you think I was going to dismiss [[Valita]]?"<p>"She told me.  Something about her not leading her men right," [[Kurbon]] said.<p>"I'm just trying to understand her, that's all!  You're right, she's one of my best fighters, but her leadership skills have dwindled lately."<p>"She'll get better, you'll see," [[Kurbon]] said.  If I didn't know the [[Dwarf]] better, I would swear he was begging.<p>"I hope so," I said.}}
{{TErow| 33 |day 33|This morning as I stepped outside my tent, I found an arrow buried in the ground just outside.  Tied to the arrow was a piece of paper.  I opened it and read:<p>"Sir,<p>This is my resignation.  I regret leaving you and the others to battle the [[Dragon Queen]] alone, but you are right - I am no longer capable of leading well.  Know this, I have not completely abandoned you.  I will hunt [[Mutare]]'s men when and wherever I can.  My only hope is that I can kill many of them before I die.<p>[[Valita]]"<p>I crushed the letter in my hand.  I hadn't realized my words had hurt the woman so much.<p>Or, perhaps she felt the pressure of [[Aspen]]'s search for the spy?<p>No!  I refuse to believe that is true, and now I have lost a good captain.}}
{{TErow| 36 |day 36|[[Kurbon]] scowls whenever our eyes meet, so I have not joined his laborers this week.  I think he blames me for [[Valita]]'s departure.<p>Perhaps I am at fault, but I do not regret confronting [[Valita]] about her failures.  I have a responsibility to everyone under my command.  It would've been far worse if her men had hesitated in battle because they did not trust her orders.<p>But I feel guilty as well.  What could be bothering [[Valita]] so much that she would refuse to tell me?  If only she had confided in me...}}
{{TErow| 41 |day 41|I found [[Aspen]] playing chess with a [[Centaur Captain]], winning of course, and waited until the game was complete.<p>I pulled up a stool across the board from my Elven advisor.<p>"Good luck," said the [[Centaur Captain]], "he's a crafty one!"<p>"I know," I said as I replaced the pieces on the board.<p>"Good day, [[Tarnum]]," [[Aspen]] said.<p>"I'll play you one game, but it's information I want," I said as I made the first move.<p>"What information would that be?"<p>"Knowing you, you've been looking for [[Captain Valita]].  Have you found her yet?"<p>"No, not yet."  At least [[Aspen]] didn't try to lie.<p>"When you do, I want to know.  And I mean this more than anything I have ever said to you, [[Aspen]] - I want to be the first person to talk to her.  You hear?" I said, nearly crushing the chess piece in my hand as I spoke.<p>[[Aspen]] smiled, nodded, and made his next move.  An hour later, I lost the game.}}
{{TErow| 48 |day 48|We were riding, looking for a good place to stop for a mid-day meal, when [[Aspen]] came to my side.<p>"Do you still believe our fair [[Captain Valita]] isn't the spy?" [[Aspen]] asked.<p>"Yes," I said.<p>"This loyalty you feel, couldn't be something more like an infatuation, could it?"<p>I glared at the [[Elf]], perhaps too sharply.  [[Aspen]] must've realized that I was about to order him out of my presence because he spoke first.<p>"I have found her."<p>"Where?"<p>"She's been ambushing [[Mutare]]'s troops in a forest grove a short distance to the south."<p>I ordered my forces to stop for a long break, and I rode on alone.}}
{{TErow| 48 |day 48-2|[[Valita]] found me first.  Perched in the top of a tree, she called down to me as I rode beneath her.  Looking up, I found myself staring at her drawn bow.<p>For a moment, I thought she would release the arrow.  I've seen [[Valita]] shoot.  At this range, she couldn't possibly miss.  Then [[Valita]] slowly lowered the bow.<p>"What are you doing here, sir?" she said.<p>"I've come to collect one of my captains," I said.  "She's been as big a fool as I have, and I hope to rectify both our mistakes."<p>"But I'm not the leader I used to be," [[Valita]] said.<p>"We'll talk about that," I said.  "Fighting [[Mutare]] is what's important now - and I need every sword and bow I can get."<p>[[Valita]] hesitated there in the top of the tree, reluctant to step down and face whatever was bothering her.  Finally, she nodded and slung her bow over her shoulder.<p>"I'll be right down, sir," she said.<p>"Of course, I'm going to have to punish you for disobeying orders.  I've told you before to call me [[Tarnum]]!"<p>Surprisingly, the [[Elf]] woman smiled.}}
{{TErow| 53 |day 53|I summoned [[Valita]] to my tent last night.  We sat at a table together, and I poured her a glass of wine.<p>"I must apologize for my bluntness, [[Valita]], but I must know what keeps you so somber and remote.  You're welcome to throw that wine in my face and walk out of here, but if you talk to me maybe I can help.  I've experienced quite a lot in my lifetime," I said.<p>It took some time for her to reply.  [[Valita]] drank her wine in silence.  Several times, she opened her mouth to speak but couldn't find the words.  I kept my mouth closed and watched, waited.<p>"Shame," she said.  "That's what is always on my mind."<p>"Shame?"<p>"Yes, I am a traitor!"<p>And tears fell on [[Valita]]'s pale cheeks.  My stomach tensed, because I thought she was going to confess that she was [[Aspen]]'s spy.  I realized that she was still armed, and my own sword was all the way on the other side of the tent.  Then [[Valita]] explained in a flood of bottled emotions.<p>"When the [[Devil]]s had me in their dungeon, I betrayed everything and everyone I have ever loved!  Under those hot spikes and thrashing whips, I snapped.  I told them everything!  Men died!  MY men!"<p>I sat back in my chair, and I noticed that [[Valita]] was looking at me now, trying to determine my reaction to her confession.  She saw something in my eyes that surprised her.  Perhaps she had expected my hatred.<p>Instead, I said, "You were in prison for more than three months!  No one can expect to stand up to torture for that long - especially in the skilled hands of the [[Demon]]s and [[Devil]]s."<p>"But..."<p>"No!  I know something of shame, [[Valita]].  I live with it every day.  Perhaps I'll tell you sometime, but first you must understand that you'll never be free from those cursed [[Devil]]s until you forgive yourself!" I said.}}
{{TErow| 56 |day 56|I can only hope that [[Valita]] realizes that she isn't responsible for the deaths of her men.  Meanwhile, I have removed her from a command position and placed her in an advisory role.  I can't have her making decisions that affect lives until her head is clear.<p>I am, however, more convinced than ever that [[Valita]] is not [[Aspen]]'s spy.  Unfortunately, [[Aspen]] is not.  Even though I told him what the [[Elf]] woman confessed to me, [[Aspen]] only believes it is further proof that she is the one who has been slipping information to my enemy.<p>"She may have been loyal once, but those [[Devil]]s have ways of changing people!" [[Aspen]] told me.  "You've seen it already - and she as good as admitted it."<p>"But where's the proof, [[Aspen]]?" I demanded.<p>The [[Elf]] shook his head, knowing that he wasn't going to convince me.<p>For now, I needed to concentrate on defeating [[Mutare]].}}
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